for mothers day I got a rose.......Red Rose to be exact, as in Sky's momma! She was moved to the farm today, it is just awesome how this therapudic riding program is falling together. The people who owned Rose donatd her to the program! Which means I get to ride her any time I want to! I am just estatic. Mike and the kids met me at the barn, where I spent the day, and tok me to dinner. I feel such peace and comfort at the stables, I could stay out there 24/7. A great day indeed.

My sister is in jail, for a year, so now begins the test of my will power and strength. I have to e strong and not let her guilt me into helping her yet again.

my grandmother is home from the hospital, this is good news.

the therapudic riding program we are starting is taking off. it is just amazing.

I am struggling with self to find my true path. The christian side of me and the side of me that beleives there is just so much more to it. I could never be a bible thumping christian because I know there has been chapters left out by the pope who had it translated and compliled in the first place. idk we shall see.

work is stress right now, the two go hand in hand and they are taking a toll on my marriage.

I didn't get to the barn today, I feel so bad. I just want to hug my horse damned it! well of to shower and get to bed

How about that we made it through another month! Blessed Beltaine to all my brothers and sisters here on covenspace.

Batton down the hatches, it's gonna be a bumpy ride........ahhhh yes spring in tornado alley, I forgot how insane tornado watches are in this house. Me, I am a bit depleted and am in need of a good storm. and of course the forcast calls for rain on saturday, which is our Beltaine celebration.....then again it rains EVERY year on the day we have it! Guess the god's think we need a good cleansing or something ;) well off to bed to enjoy the storm.

~Sage

Went to see Sky today. He is already back to the horse I first met, sweet and very well behaved, better than one would expect. I feel a sigh of relief. and it was obvious he did too. Alex rode one of thier horses today, they are such nice people. Alex is so excited to start his lessons next week. me, I am tired but much happier...................tomorrow it's back to the daily life that is work and sleep. Hopefully we will get refinanced, the realator is coming tomorrow........house still has just a path, but it is at least workable, now we just need to get the time to do the work........anyone know a good time extending spell?

well after a tense confrontation and an emergency transport Sky is safe in his new home. the thing that blows my mind is the lady didn't even deny the abuse happened rather said "sometimes that has to be done, there are alot of vets and ferriers who are like that" I was like WHAT!!!! so after having to leave work and now be back to finish the work I was doing, I can breathe a sigh of relief cause HE IS SAFE....and husband had balls of steel for me tonight...it was AWESOME....now back to work