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    the tests are here

    Thursday, May 8, 2008, 10:20 PM [General]

    My sister is in jail, for a year, so now begins the test of my will power and strength. I have to e strong and not let her guilt me into helping her yet again.

    my grandmother is home from the hospital, this is good news.

    the therapudic riding program we are starting is taking off. it is just amazing.

    I am struggling with self to find my true path. The christian side of me and the side of me that beleives there is just so much more to it. I could never be a bible thumping christian because I know there has been chapters left out by the pope who had it translated and compliled in the first place. idk we shall see.

    work is stress right now, the two go hand in hand and they are taking a toll on my marriage.

    I didn't get to the barn today, I feel so bad. I just want to hug my horse damned it! well of to shower and get to bed

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    Oh, hon, I didn't know that things were so stressful.

    Sis in jail? What for? I know that you have helped her out so many times in the past. Is this the same sis that has Brit?

    Grandma is home? Good. Energy and prayers for her complete recovery.

    I know what you mean about finding your true path. I think that many of us struggle with this. There is nothing that says that you can't incorporate both into your path. Your path is unique unto you ... as is everyone else's. Worship as you feel is right for you.

    Sorry that work is such stress. I do know what you mean, though. With my job, they have me seeing clients back to back to back all day Saturday. They did finally allow me travel time however, after I joked that I couldn't teleport.

    Horse hugs are the best!

    Love you, sis!

    Gramma Storm
    May 08, 2008
    10:54 PM CST

    Aw honey... If you ever need to talk about the jail thing, I'm here. Glad gramma is home too. As for the christian struggle - you know I'm the daughter of a minister mother right? Don't struggle with it. Pull it into your practice. Jesus was a great teacher. There are things you can learn about his life and death that will knock you loopy. He studied in Tibet - he possibly had a wife and daughter - fascinating things to include in what you know about the Bible. It's the "God the Father is the only way" to salvation that gets to me...The bible says God is male and female and the church kindly leaves that out - the word Devil literally translated in the Sumerian language to SHE IS. So the church Grabbed it, bastardized the concept, and made anyone practicing goddess worship, be worshiping the Devil. Pretty convenient. Anyway. Don't be afraid of that either... perspective is everything. Now my dear, it's a new morning. Get your butt out there and go hug your horse! Hug them kiddies too. love to you... ~Amber

    Morning Rain
    May 09, 2008
    07:57 AM CST

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